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Tuesday, December 30, 2014

Poser


Think you're different, pretend you're bad
Think you're edgy, you're so sad
Anti-corporate, anti-greed
You prop up both with whiney need

Want handouts?
cause you're a poser
Try to stand out
cause you're a poser
you lean left
cause you're a poser
you're not a punk
you fucking poser

Support big unions and their greed
Spit talking points for going green
Hate on people that succeed
You're just a hipster wannabe

Want handouts?
cause you're a poser
Try to stand out
cause you're a poser
you lean left
cause you're a poser
you're not a punk
you fucking poser

You can't speak truth to power
when you're the one that's in power
You tell me you believe in hope
Anarchist?  What a joke

Want handouts?
cause you're a poser
Try to stand out
cause you're a poser
you lean left
cause you're a poser
you're not a punk
you fucking poser

*Recording Details: After buying a cheap Estaban G-10 practice amp, I decided to record all the punk rock songs that weren't attached to my Anti-Social(ist) playlist with the amp.  I used my Heil PR-20 to record the amp in Ardour through my M-Audio Fast Track.  I never even reached 1 on the volume and recorded it fairly quietly.  I'm pretty happy how it turned out.  I wanted a sort of tinnish overdrive for the mid-80's punk sound.  I recorded vocals with my Heil PR-20, using my car as a vocal booth.  I recorded bass through my Multi Track into Ardour.   I redid the drums in Hydrogen, mostly using the standard kit with a few exceptions. 

Just Scratching the Surface


Supported and expanded Bush's unconstitutional Patriot Act.  And then had four US citizens killed without judicial process.

Ordered private company, Boeing, to shut down and then fire 1,000 non-union employees.

Was fast and furious to put guns into criminal hands, ending in the murder of US Border Patrol Agent, Brian Terry.

Fired Inspector General Gerald Walpin for discovering his friend, mayor Kevin Johnson, had embezzled government funds.

Gave tax dollars to campaign contributors and lobbyists claiming it was for 'green energy', and rewarded others with high paying federal jobs.

Had armed SWAT agents raid a law-abiding guitar factory, Gibson, because it was owned by a Republican.

Forced banks to give mortgages to people who couldn't afford them, and collected $23,000 in legal fees for himself for doing so.

Ordered military to stand down while Benghazi consulate was under attack, resulting in 4 American deaths that could've been prevented.

We voted for death by hope.

(Just think, that clock was $10 trillion when Obama took office... a number he said was irresponsible and unpatriotic.  What does that make the current number?)


*Recording Details: After buying a cheap Estaban G-10 practice amp, I decided to record all the punk rock songs that weren't attached to my Anti-Social(ist) playlist with the amp.  I used my Heil PR-20 to record the amp in Ardour through my M-Audio Fast Track.  I never even reached 1 on the volume and recorded it fairly quietly.  I'm pretty happy how it turned out.  I wanted a sort of tinnish overdrive for the mid-80's punk sound.  I recorded vocals with my Heil PR-20, using my car as a vocal booth.  I recorded bass through my Multi Track into Ardour.   I redid the drums in Hydrogen, mostly using the standard kit with a few exceptions. 

Lost


Why
Would
You

Why would you do the things you do?
When you know it's bad for you?
Refuse to fix youself and mend
The wedge between family and friends
You can run but can't change your past
How long do you think you'll really last?
This is what happens when you mix up love and lust

*Recording Details: After buying a cheap Estaban G-10 practice amp, I decided to record all the punk rock songs that weren't attached to my Anti-Social(ist) playlist with the amp.  I used my Heil PR-20 to record the amp in Ardour through my M-Audio Fast Track.  I never even reached 1 on the volume and recorded it fairly quietly.  I'm pretty happy how it turned out.  I wanted a sort of tinnish overdrive for the mid-80's punk sound.  I recorded vocals with my Heil PR-20, using my car as a vocal booth.  I recorded bass through my Multi Track into Ardour.   I redid the drums in Hydrogen, mostly using the standard kit with a few exceptions. 

Lying Liar Who Lies


You turn to me when I say to you
And try to tell you that I'll be true
You left me without a goodbye
Told friends I left you alone to cry
Now all my friends are mad at me
Even though you're the one who left me
It was hard enough when you hurt my pride
But why'd you go and make up lies?

A lying liar who lies
A lying liar who lies
A lying liar who lies
A lying liar who lies

So I moved away, and I moved along
Even though I was the one who was wronged
Found new friends and a new place
My heart was healing, life was great
I picked up, started over again
Then you contacted my new friends
Made up more lies about me
What's your problem?! You left me!

A lying liar who lies
A lying liar who lies
You're a lying liar who lies
A lying liar who lies

*Recording Details: After buying a cheap Estaban G-10 practice amp, I decided to record all the punk rock songs that weren't attached to my Anti-Social(ist) playlist with the amp.  I used my Heil PR-20 to record the amp in Ardour through my M-Audio Fast Track.  I never even reached 1 on the volume and recorded it fairly quietly.  I'm pretty happy how it turned out.  I wanted a sort of tinnish overdrive for the mid-80's punk sound.  I recorded vocals with my Heil PR-20, using my car as a vocal booth.  I recorded bass through my Multi Track into Ardour.   I redid the drums in Hydrogen, mostly using the standard kit with a few exceptions. 

4 Minute Warning




*Recording Details: After buying a cheap Estaban G-10 practice amp, I decided to record all the punk rock songs that weren't attached to my Anti-Social(ist) playlist with the amp.  I used my Heil PR-20 to record the amp in Ardour through my M-Audio Fast Track.  I never even reached 1 on the volume and recorded it fairly quietly.  I'm pretty happy how it turned out.  I wanted a sort of tinnish overdrive for the mid-80's punk sound.  I recorded vocals with my Heil PR-20, using my car as a vocal booth.  I recorded bass through my Multi Track into Ardour.   I redid the drums in Hydrogen, mostly using the standard kit with a few exceptions. 

Monday, December 15, 2014

The Only Easy Day


It's the tough times (It's the tough lives)
It's the rough times (It's the rough lives)
That make you who you are
Strengthen you inside
It's the hard choices, impossible choices
That define you even when you're lost inside
It's your actions that make you are
Life's about what you can shoulder
Not what's 'fair' or 'right'
It's integrity that drives you onward
Problems are only passing if you keep your goals in sight

Cause the only easy day was yesterday
When the clouds are forming and the skies turn gray
To face the coming storm, you must be brave
Cause the the only easy day was yesterday
The only easy day was yesterday
When the clouds are forming and the skies turn gray
To face the coming storm, you must be brave
Cause the the only easy day was yesterday

Life is hard (so fucking hard)
And getting harder
Because we as people are now broken in every way
That's how they want us
Groveling on our knees
No will left to fight
Just begging for release

The excuses you use to hold yourself back
are all of your own design
 To set yourself free, you have to face your fears
It's ok to fail from time to time
 Pick yourself up, brush yourself off
That's what sets people apart from sheep
Life has no safety nets, there are no life lines
Just you, your will, your heartbeat

 To fix your life
You have to make a choice
To embrace the struggle
And live with the pain
To no longer sit down
To give the voiceless voice
To do the right thing
And go against the grain

Cause the only easy day was yesterday
When the clouds are forming and the skies turn gray
To face the coming storm, you must be brave
Cause the the only easy day was yesterday
The only easy day was yesterday
When the clouds are forming and the skies turn gray
To face the coming storm, you must be brave
Cause the the only easy day was yesterday

The excuses you use to hold yourself back
are all of your own design
 To set yourself free, you have to face your fears
It's ok to fail from time to time
 Pick yourself up, brush yourself off
That's what sets people apart from sheep
Life has no safety nets, there are no life lines
Just you, your will, your heartbeat

The only
easy day
was
yesterday
The only
easy day
was
yesterday

Roam

 As I make it through each day
Will I stay, will I stay, will I...
Questions linger in this way
Will I stay, will I stay, will I...

What is it in me that just can't seem to find peace and rest?
Why is it I dream of moving and moving
I just can't be content

Am I just a man without a home?
Am I doomed to walk this path forever alone?

I was born roam
I was born roam

Man with no home
Man with no home
Man with no home
Man with no home

I always tell myself I'm free
Will I stay, will I stay, will I...
But if that's true, why do I repeat
Will I stay, will I stay, will I...


What is it in me that just can't seem to find peace and rest?
Why is it I dream of moving and moving
I just can't be content

Am I just a man without a home?
Am I doomed to walk this path forever alone?

I was born roam
I was born roam
 Man with no home
 Man with no home

There's always reasons not to stay
Will I stay, will I stay, will I...
But I can't tell if I'm running away
 Will I stay, will I stay, will I...

 What is it in me that just can't seem to find peace and rest?
Why is it I dream of moving and moving
I just can't be content

I was born to roam
I was born to roam
Man with no home
I was born to roam

Yesterday



When you woke up today
Did you stop?
Did you take a breath
and then open your eyes and say,
'It's gotta be better,
better than yesterday'
Don't be a victim to your past
and wallow your life away
It's gotta be better
Than yesterday
Yesterday
Yesterday
Yesterday

Defeat is believing in what others say instead of what you feel
Defeat is believing in what others say instead of what you feel
Defeat is believing in what others say instead of what you feel
Defeat is believing in what others say instead of what you feel

When you woke up today
Did you stop?
Did you grab a mirror
and look at yourself and say,
'I'm gonna be better, 
better than yesterday.
I won't be a victim to my past
and wallow my life away.
I'm gonna be better
than yesterday.'
Yesterday
Yesterday
Yesterday

Defeat is believing in what others say instead of what you feel
Defeat is believing in what others say instead of what you feel
Defeat is believing in what others say instead of what you feel
Defeat is believing in what others say instead of what I feel
Defeat is believing in what others say instead of what I feel
Defeat is believing in what others say instead of what I feel
Defeat is believing in what others say instead of what I feel
Defeat is believing in what others say instead of what I feel

Is This America?



Is this America we see when we walk down the street
Families in tent cities because of bankers playing for keeps
4 million unemployed leads to hard life and hard times
In desperation the best person will resort to crime

Is this America we see when we open our eyes
With people screaming at the government
'Stop all these lies'
With crisis after crisis, they use fear to heard us like sheep
If you recognize the truth they say, 'go back to sleep'

We get attacked, they respond with the 'Patriot Act'
But the fact they tracks us takes the world and paints it black
What kind of world do we live in if we can't live free
Addicted to their handouts just like it was smack on the streets
With every resolution called a solution Progressive evolution
rapes the Constitution, this institution breeds dissolution
Sold our freedom for security
Now watch them abuse it
Gave them power in our darkest hour
How can we do this?

Is this America we see when we walk down the street
Families in tent cities because of bankers playing for keeps
4 million unemployed leads to hard life and hard times
In desperation the best person will resort to crime

Is this America we see when we open our eyes
With people screaming at the government
'Stop all these lies'
With crisis after crisis, they use fear to heard us like sheep
If you recognize the truth they say, 'go back to sleep'

Investing in Smith and Wesson in case this recession
turns into a hyper inflated Greater Depression
Their intentions lead one direction
A Brave New World (Order)
Entitlements for every boy and girl (sort of)
Self reliant persons need no longer apply
Even when George Orwell warned us of the eyes in the sky
We didn't catch it, pay attention or even try to save it
A future for our children we forced into enslavement
Is this America we see when we walk down the street
Families in tent cities because of bankers playing for keeps
4 million unemployed leads to hard life and hard times
In desperation the best person will resort to crime

Is this America we see when we open our eyes
With people screaming at the government
'Stop all these lies'
With crisis after crisis, they use fear to heard us like sheep
If you recognize the truth they say, 'go back to sleep'

Is this America?
When 1 in 4 has an STD?
Is this America?
When we get so over taxed we can't succeed?
Is this America?
When they don't need a warrant to break into our homes?
Is this America?
When they try to shut down opposing radio shows?
Is this America?
When they choose for doctors who lives and dies?
Is this America?
When we let the Fed take control of our lives?
Is this America?
Is this America?

Impressionable


Think for youself
Think, think yourself
You can't think for yourself 
letting others run your life

You found the truth out for yourself
but now you want some help
to be told how you should feel 
instead of doing it yourself

Think for youself
Think, think yourself
You can't think for yourself 
letting others run your life

You found the truth out for yourself
but now you want some help
to be told how you should feel 
instead of doing it yourself


You found the truth out for yourself
but now you want some help
to be told how you should feel 
instead of doing it yourself

*Recording Details: I initially recorded drums, guitars and bass for this back in 2010.  I recorded vocals in April of 2014.  After buying a cheap Estaban G-10 practice amp, I decided to re-record all the punk rock songs that weren't attached to my Anti-Social(ist) playlist with the amp.  I used my Heil PR-20 to record the amp in Ardour through my M-Audio Fast Track.  I never even reached 1 on the volume and recorded it fairly quietly.  I'm pretty happy how it turned out.  I wanted a sort of tinnish overdrive for the mid-80's punk sound.  I kept the original bass direct line recorded in Pro Tools from 2010, but redid the drums in Hydrogen, mostly using the standard kit with a few exceptions.  

Introverts Unite



It amazes me how people can't be 
alone from time to time
They always call a friend or text instead 
of enjoying the peace of life

Yet somehow when they look at me
Their eyes show only pity it seems
They must project their loneliness on me
But I'm the one who's happy and they just can't see

Don't think I'm lonely, you don't know me
I'd rather be on my own
Not everyone needs to be with someone
I like spending time alone

I was born whole
I'm not half-done
Being happy doesn't happen cause of someone
Love is the effect, not the cause
Of true happiness in spite of all flaws
A waste of time, a waste of space
Don't waste your life always on the chase
You were unhappy before, you'll be unhappy with them
Just another divorce waiting to happen

People bring problems
and want me to solve them
That's not who I want to be
I don't want to be your savior
or change your behavior
You do you and I'll do me

Yet somehow when they look at me
Their eyes show only pity it seems
They must project their loneliness on me
But I'm the one who's happy and they just can't see

In this age of information saturation
I want to get off the map
I don't need an overdose of communication
I'm not looking for 'my other half'

I was born whole
I'm not half-done
Being happy doesn't happen cause of someone
Love is the effect, not the cause
Of true happiness in spite of all flaws
A waste of time, a waste of space
Don't waste your life always on the chase
You were unhappy before, you'll be unhappy with them
Just another divorce waiting to happen

*Recording Details: I initially recorded drums, guitars and bass for this back in 2010.  I recorded vocals in April of 2014.  After buying a cheap Estaban G-10 practice amp, I decided to re-record all the punk rock songs that weren't attached to my Anti-Social(ist) playlist with the amp.  I used my Heil PR-20 to record the amp in Ardour through my M-Audio Fast Track.  I never even reached 1 on the volume and recorded it fairly quietly.  I'm pretty happy how it turned out.  I wanted a sort of tinnish overdrive for the mid-80's punk sound.  I kept the original bass direct line recorded in Pro Tools from 2010, but redid the drums in Hydrogen, mostly using the standard kit with a few exceptions.  

Struggle


I see you breaking, breaking down again
You say that life is taking you down again
But you haven't had a hard life, you were just raised weak
Never rose to the challenge, just accepted defeat

Don't rob yourself of the struggle
Life only gets harder from here
Don't cheat yourself from survival
By letting your life fall to tears

You turn mole hills into mountains and you cower in fear
At the slightest chance of hardship before it even appears
You're insecure at best, that's why you lash out the worst
It's time to cowboy up before life crushes you first

Don't rob yourself of the struggle
Life only gets harder from here
Don't cheat yourself from survival
By letting your life fall to tears

*Recording Details: I initially recorded drums, guitars and bass for this back in 2010.  I recorded vocals in April of 2014.  After buying a cheap Estaban G-10 practice amp, I decided to re-record all the punk rock songs that weren't attached to my Anti-Social(ist) playlist with the amp.  I used my Heil PR-20 to record the amp in Ardour through my M-Audio Fast Track.  I never even reached 1 on the volume and recorded it fairly quietly.  I'm pretty happy how it turned out.  I wanted a sort of tinnish overdrive for the mid-80's punk sound.  I kept the original bass direct line recorded in Pro Tools from 2010, but redid the drums in Hydrogen, mostly using the standard kit with a few exceptions.  

The Road


It's been one year, I'm a different man
After getting laid off, starting over again
I gave up everything for a chance
and packed my ass up and moved to Kansas

Run, run, run
I'm free again
Run, run, run
You can't hold me down
Run, run, run
I'm free again
Run, run, run
I'm nomad bound

Looking back at this thread of change
That was always there, always the same
That's why I could never seem to remain
Cause the road has always called my name

Run, run, run
I'm free again
Run, run, run
You can't hold me down
Run, run, run
I'm free again
Run, run, run
I'm nomad bound

Run, run, run
I'm free again
Run, run, run
You can't hold me down
Run, run, run
I'm free again
Run, run, run
I'm nomad bound

*Recording Details: I initially recorded drums, guitars and bass for this back in 2010.  I recorded vocals in April of 2014.  After buying a cheap Estaban G-10 practice amp, I decided to re-record all the punk rock songs that weren't attached to my Anti-Social(ist) playlist with the amp.  I used my Heil PR-20 to record the amp in Ardour through my M-Audio Fast Track.  I never even reached 1 on the volume and recorded it fairly quietly.  I'm pretty happy how it turned out.  I wanted a sort of tinnish overdrive for the mid-80's punk sound.  I kept the original bass direct line recorded in Pro Tools from 2010, but redid the drums in Hydrogen, mostly using the standard kit with a few exceptions. 

Tonight


I lost what's in my heart
This feeling inside me
This pain redefines me
I'm lost

Sleep tonight
Sleep tonight

I hate what I've become
My morals before me
I missed what's important
In my arms

Sleep tonight
Sleep tonight

Sleep, I've bled, my veins running red
These visions dance inside my head
I hate myself and what I've become
I've suffered and bled rivers for no one

This constant pain is killing me
I cover myself so no one can see
This constant misery and how it kills me inside
So I slit my wrists and I sleep tonight

I loved you my darling
I loved you my darling

Sleep tonight
Sleep tonight

Missnamed Madison

From out of the shadows
Emitted the call
Deficit spending for one
And for all

The people that heard it
Took it to heart
Removing the voter
Allowed it to start

Collective bargaining
The ruse that they gave
Public Unions
Made taxpayers slaves

Increasing their benefits
On all our backs
Increasing the power
And cutting the slack

Politicians who did it
Trade favors for cash
And ignored while their states
Were burning to ash

And when debt became
To much to take
Voters took action
To fix their state

We made our decision
Our ballot was cast
how long did they think
Free money could last

When will Unions learn
Theres nothing for free
When taxpayers have nothing
To pay their trustees


We are the ones who pay the bills
It's from our pockets you attempt to steal
You've made your living off our backs
And if we protest, you turn to attack

No more profiting at our expense
It's your turn to help pay the rent
We're not scared of your childish attempts
We're not backing down from your pathetic threats

In several states
The voters cast votes
To stop the insane
Laws being wrote

Putting workers
Out on the street
While Unions continued
To bribe and to cheat

And live off the taxpayers
Like parasites
Enough was enough
The voters would fight

New governors elected
And actions were took
Union reps exposed
As liars and crooks

In multiple states
There were multiple bills
Enacted that gave us
A chance to instill

Some sort of sanity
To the world we live
To try to provide
A future for our kids

But Union thugs
Would have none of that
They began make calls
To coordinate their attack

There weren't enough
To protest in all states
So they picked Madison
And then set the stage


We are the ones who pay the bills
It's from our pockets you attempt to steal
You've made your living off our backs
And if we protest, you turn to attack

No more profiting at our expense
It's your turn to help pay the rent
We're not scared of your childish attempts
We're not backing down from your pathetic threats

So like zombies now
They began to amass
Devoid of all thought
And devoid of all facts

Repeating only
What they were all told
No research confirming
A thing on their own

Because that would violate
Their Union's control
Over their simple-minded,
Due-paying drones

Vulgar and vile
They called it protest
While destroying the capital
And making a mess

To buy them more time
Their reps act like kids
And hid in Illinois
Like running felons

To the governor's credit
He stood his ground
Despite violent threats
He wouldn't back down

And even though
It's held up in the courts
Wisconsin let
Other states make reforms

Without the protests
Because they were all there
In Madison
Bused from everywhere

We are the ones who pay the bills
It's from our pockets you attempt to steal
You've made your living off our backs
And if we protest, you turn to attack

No more profiting at our expense
It's your turn to help pay the rent
We're not scared of your childish attempts
We're not backing down from your pathetic threats

We are the ones who pay the bills
It's from our pockets you attempt to steal
You've made your living off our backs
And if we protest, you turn to attack

No more profiting at our expense
It's your turn to help pay the rent
We're not scared of your childish attempts
We're not backing down from your pathetic threats

Occurapists

With drugs about
While they trash the grounds
Echo back the sound
of immaturity

Forgive your loans?
Destroy what others own?
Molest girls alone?
Where's the security?

You can't take care of yourself but want me to pay for it

You can't take care of yourself but want me to pay for it

You can't take care of yourself but want me to pay for it

You can't take care of yourself but want me to pay for it

Grow up
And go home
Take care
Of your own

You can't take care of yourself but want me to pay for it

You can't take care of yourself but want me to pay for it

You can't take care of yourself but want me to pay for it

You can't take care of yourself but want me to pay for it

Redistribtuion (of Guilt)

'A long habit of not thinking a thing wrong
gives it the superficial appearance of being right'
So I stop to ask the question of 'why?'
Why we send our young to fight.

Is it for our freedom that we aggressively
Pursue our enemies overseas?
Nations that we've equipped and trained to one day
Stand on their own two feet

Building an empire while we
Try to take control
Making everything our business we
Try to police the world

And for every solution
Problems multiply two-fold
What happen to letting business
Make our impact on the world?

Or is it something more elusive?
That we cannot properly define?
Spreading democracy by force
Despite the outcry from behind

How can we force democracy on others?
When we're no longer a Republic ourselves?
We've forgotten what it means to be capitalist
And replaced it with this outcry of 'Spread the Wealth'

Building an empire while we
Try to take control
Making everything our business we
Try to police the world

And for every solution
Problems multiply two-fold
What happen to letting business
Make our impact on the world?

Building an empire while we
Try to take control
Making everything our business we
Try to police the world

And for every solution
Problems multiply two-fold
What happen to letting business
Make our impact on the world?

Orwellian Dystopia


Trust has faded in the present tense
Now the nation moves without common sense
Generations want hand outs for free
At the price of liberty
Security, the proclamation cause
Fear begets our freedoms lost
Now we dance inside a cage
Socialists now, we turn the page
Constitution's raped, we don't say a word
Views distorted, twisted, perverse
Modernists now, the voices call
Transnationalists now, one and all
Unity, no more compromise
It's right or left, and both are lies
New World Order here we come
The day we all trade in our guns

For generations we've learned to become
taken care of at every step
Responsibility is a past time
that those in power want us to forget
From home, to school, to work, to death
Taxed and re-taxed at every turn
Taxation without representation
We're nothing but slaves now, you watch or burn

Answers? There are no answers.
Just trade our freedom for security
Disparaged now if question the calls of those
who propose the direction to lead
Silence now our voices
to those that say there is a better way
and though times may change, nothing changes
Oppression is still the word of the day

For generations we've learned to become
taken care of at every step
Responsibility is a past time
that those in power want us to forget
From home, to school, to work, to death
Taxed and re-taxed at every turn
Taxation without representation
We're nothing but slaves now, you watch or burn

For generations we've learned to become
taken care of at every step
Responsibility is a past time
that those in power want us to forget
From home, to school, to work, to death
Taxed and re-taxed at every turn
Taxation without representation
We're nothing but slaves now, you watch or burn

Innocent people called right-wing extremist
Napolitano's view of self-reliance
If you disagree you're branded an enemy of state
We need to clean the House, and clean the slate
We need to throw out Congress and start again
No more career politicians of the latest trend.
We need term limits on the Senate and House
Just like the president, and then we kick them out
They're so disconnected from the lives we live
Placating to their favorite lobbyist
The problem is there's lawyers in command
trying to fix laws, before they understand them
The don't hear they opposition when they set a task
Just a hurdle to a goal that they work to pass
At some point it's like they pretend to forget
We're American Anti-Socialists.